i haven't been on here for ages so i think i'll leave something incase anyone is bored. alot alot has been happening lately, i finally started music college, its great, i'm already in a band and we are working on songs, hopefully getting some recordings this week. I have met a few people there that are cool, so thats good, as before i went there, i didn't have a great deal of close friends, and now i do, so hopefully i will be getting out more when i have the chance, im really enjoying my time there, its BRILL

Another things thats been up and down lately, is my relationship with sophie. loads of stuff has been happening and most of it is due to paranoia, guilt, stress and confusion. we have talked, so maybe things will pick up. some things proper hurt and stuff, but i can deal with them to the best i can. knowing that the one you love could be falling for someone else isnt nice, but i cant blame her, its mostly my fault, i shouldn't of pushed her out. i love her loads, i dont think i could imagine life without her, she helps me loads =/ i think that will do for this subject.

well thats about it really. im enjoying life as much as i can, i have a day off today which is good, because i'm like very tired.

joe x